Sober Talk Article for June 2009

 

Women in Recovery: A Journey of Contradictions

By; Kathleen M. Blair, LCSW-R

 

     Historically, treatment approaches and the research they were based on, focused on 

 

the experiences of men with addiction and recovery. More recently, it has become

 

evident that distinct concerns create barriers that keep women from seeking the help they

 

deserve and need: family, money, shame and denial

 

     Women often fear that if they acknowledge their addiction, there is a good chance that

 

they will lose their children. How can they leave the care of their children for the 30 to 90

 

days required in inpatient treatment without being labeled as bad mothers? After all

 

the family structure in this culture continues to be built around the traditional role of

 

wife/mother as the primary caregiver for children. A mother taking a leave of absence to

 

get treatment for her disease faces stiff social stigma and sanctions. Her concern is that

 

the family will fall apart if she does; however, it is far more likely that the family will

 

fall apart if she doesn’t get the care she needs.

 

     On the other hand, the children often represent the primary reason the addicted mother

 

seeks help. What they have not been able to ask for themselves, they are willing to ask on

 

behalf of the well-being of their children when they see how their use has impacted on

 

their child’s emotional or physical health. Despite the stigma of being labeled a “failure”

 

as a mother, failure to seek treatment is more likely to result in losing custody.

 

If a mother was diagnosed with cancer and needed immediate surgery, she would likely

 

be able to find a caregiver for the children to get the treatment she needed. What

 

most people fail to comprehend is that addiction  is a potentially fatal disease, no

 

different than cancer.

     All too often, women must also ask someone for the money necessary for treatment

 

before they can enter into it. Working outside of the home in addition to caring for

 

children, their financial resources are often limited to low wages without benefits.  If they

 

have a partner, they may feel guilty about asking for money for themselves when

 

finances are tight.  If they are fortunate enough to be a professional with a good paying

 

job with benefits, they fear that seeking treatment will cause the loss of that job.

 

     From ancient times, women who “lose control” while drinking have been associated

 

with “loose morals”.  Unlike male alcoholics/addicts who tend to be viewed as having

 

failed at a task, women addicts are viewed as having failed at the most important

 

relationships in their lives: that of wife and mother. Consequently, women tend to hide

 

their use to avoid this label.

 

     Equal in potency to “shame” as an obstacle to treatment, is trauma.  A high percentage

 

of women alcoholics/addicts are survivors of childhood abuse /neglect, sexual abuse,

 

rape, and domestic violence. Unresolved trauma issues may often be the reason that

 

women reach for a mood altering substance in the first place, to anesthetize the emotional

 

pain of those events. Gender specific treatment programs offer safety to women battling

 

addiction and trauma issues.

 

     Like men, denial remains one of the biggest hurdles in seeking treatment. One third of

 

all women in the United States have their first drink before they enter high school. 

 

Almost half of all high school girls drink, and one quarter binge drink. Treatment

 

statistics show alarming trends: more women are seeking treatment and the age at which

 

they are addicted has become much younger. Denial is a roadblock before, during and

 

after treatment; acceptance of being addicted means never being able to use again.

 

     In successful treatment and abstinence there lies hope. When using, they were

 

balancing the demands of others and the demands of their disease and became completely

 

separated from their sense of self. In recovery, they learn to connect with that “self” as

 

well as with other women in recovery to learn to trust and value themselves, that self-care

 

is not being selfish, and the key to a successful and healthy life is not sacrificing oneself

 

to the disease of addiction.

 

 

Sober Talk is a monthly column provided by the Alcohol & Drug Council of Tompkins Co., Inc. and appears in the Ithaca Journal monthly.